Friday, January 27, 2012

The wolf, overloading and generally just freaking out.

Where to begin, well it's been over a week since I shared my thoughts here.  I thought I'd sit down and power though everything that I've been working on.  So lets begin....

Everyone is watching the campaigns, everyone is so concerned about i'm a liberal, i'm a conservative.  Well as I stated on facebook this is where politicians want you.  By labeling you they put you in a group that you will defend and follow.  Meanwhile they have their grubby little paws in the cookie jar stealing all your cookies.  They like you peacefully oblivious.  It's obvious by the mass media bull crap that we are force fed on a daily basis.  Well it's time for a change, time to do something about it.  Don't just take things for granted, do your homework.  Be the wolf, not the sheep.  I will leave this part of this weeks message with a quote from Thorin of Wickedjester "It is not a question of who will let me, It is a question of who will stop me."  and "You laugh at me because I'm different but I laugh at you because you are all the same."

Well another week is almost in the books.  Am I stressing out? Yup very much.  I've been reviewing getting ready for my first java program for Advanced Java Programming and apparently i'm not happy with my progress in this.  I'm still struggling to get my routine down for this semester.  This week I'm swamped both at work and at home.  Sandra D. has been a bright spot in all this.  She's managed to keep me from freaking completely out.  That and my daily talks with Wayne who finished the same degrees last year.  So I'm riding the ragged edge a little not sleeping like I should mainly because I'm  freaking out over these projects.  Though I am less freaked this week than last week.  Hopefully next week I'll settle in and get some real work done.

Even with the craziness I've been happier and doing more than usual.  I blame Sandra for this, she has a knack for making me smile.  For me it's the looks she gives me when she thinks i'm not looking.   I think talking to her after work while we walk to the cars is probably my favorite and at the same time saddest part of my day.  Favorite because I get to talk to her and hang out.  Saddest because I have to leave and come home.  I know I went all sappy on you.  Well this is what's on my mind right now. 

Things I'm thinking about:
My programming project (more and more)
Sandra D. (of course)
Trying to remember what sleep feels like.

Movies I want to see:
Underworld
Red Tails

Music:
I listened to Dean Martin's "That's amore" earlier it's still stuck in my head.
Howlin For You by Black Keys
Outside by Staind
Crazy Train by Ozzy (nuff said)

Web Sites:
Wicked Jester  www.wickedjester.com
Order of the Stick  www.giantitp.com

Till next time I put fingers to keyboard and my mind to this madness, be safe.

1 comment:

  1. I love listening to Dean Martin he's got that great baritone/bass voice that I can sing along to and he always has such a sense of humor in his music. Good luck on the school work and getting some sleep.

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